of barn buddy and other toxic facebook games

haha clearly i have so much free time at hand that i play lots..i mean LOTSSSSSSSSSS of games in facebook.

and one of my favourite is ..BARN BUDDY!

aside from putting an extremely harsh Friend Action Response like "bawak2 la bertobat. nnt satu keturunan jd pencurik" READ: stop stealing my crops u worthless piece of sh*t! damn you and your entire lineage!
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it dawned on me that this game is toxic when i felt very annoyed if my fruits/veggies had been stolen..gosh, i swore a whole lot too back then! (as if those things are real)
and oh, i even asked my dear bf to help me harvest!

LMAO can i be anymore childish?!?

facebook games are just for fun..not to consume your life..and by all means not to render you intimidated by friends who have just surpassed your level..stole your crops or whatever crap they did

if you- my barn "buddy" happen to read this, sorry for stealing your crops (i wont stop stealing though :p), and forgive me if my previous response message did offend you.

a reminder to myself: GROW UP and GET A LIFE!

p/s yet i still play those shitty games, but now just to kill time :p

inspire me!

to do or not to do? that's the question of one's willingness...

lack of inspiration? bullsh*t

why? because even if u have all the inspirations in the world...they only cease to exist in about..milliseconds? *exaggerating*
UNLESS they're overwhelmingly abundant n well..constantly supplied, it wont make any difference

the problem with myself is, i somehow lack in the driving force department.
it's like a fully fueled car which cant get started, and within minutes all those fuel evaporates into thin air...

no matter how inspired i am, without quick action, it will be a waste.
as keeping myself inspired is rather tiring, im saying this to myself:

go get ur ass to work! and i mean NOW!

sleepyhead returns!

seriously, i get a pang of headache just thinking about tomorrow's training *cringe*

earlier today, i've tried my best not to fall asleep during the "lecture" but failed miserably :(
and since it's fasting month, i couldn't have any sweets or coffees to eradicate my drowsiness.

boss : what did u learn from the training?
me : owh..it's about bla bla bla bla
boss : mind to tell me more specifically?
me : uh...there are a lot of features which i cant remember all of them..but..
boss : because u slept during the training right?

*sigh*

i've been having sleepless nights since last month.. come to think of it, i have only slept for 5 hours AT MOST, consecutively everyday for nearly two months *ahem* except during the weekends of course

this fasting month, i've been notoriously known as the sleepyhead of the office....been caught several times nodding off in front of my pc.. which they humorously call "fishing"

must history always repeat itself? darn

<3

yesterday (7 sept 2009) marked our 4th year 4th month anniversary..
thanks for always being there for me, through thick and thin

endless love,
your syg

i need a break!

haih, work sucks big time lately... ive lost my passion, my motivation..why? honestly i have no one to blame except my own sorry ass T_T

but sure there are some contributing factors...
i hate to badmouth my colleagues.. but the way they communicate really ticks me off. i'm sick of always being kept in the dark..
i know it's my problem not understanding their spoken language..but please, speak English out of courtesy damn it!
can u imagine, u're the ONLY ONE not understanding what they are talking about? at the very least feeling alienated, no?
i felt like a total outsider, and i couldn't help but wonder, were they badmouthing me or something?

it's been 1 year plus and i think i can't take it anymore, plus one of them (my superior) has been very impossibly annoying lately!

love the job, but not the company. yes, been there done that (since THAT love has somehow turned to hate..or whatever...love (as in loving your job) is overrated anyway)

i think it's about time to seek greener pastures