Back to the roots

Last day in Kelantan...

Hi, my old playground :)

White sand; symbolizes Abah's hometown - Pasir Puteh. Tok Ayah is such a philosopher, cum naturally talented landscaper.

Grandpa showcasts his penchant for cacti and antiques

His favourite icon; made by himself.

Some of his collections

Earlier that day..

Our parents' 28th anniversary. Alhamdulillah :)

A day before..

Mama; tudung hunting

Thanks Mama for the 'kacae rebuh' (steamed groundnuts). Sorry 'etok' (corbicula clams), you were never my favourite :p

All in all, the week spent in Kelantan was very fulfilling. Though it didn't go as planned, I truly enjoyed myself; being surrounded by my loved ones :)

Our original plan was to stay in Villa Danialla in Tok Bali, having barbecue by the white sandy beach. But it was cancelled due to hubby's arm injury :(
Well, maybe next time! InsyaAllah, and am really looking forward to!

Akhir kata, terimalah pose x senonoh ni :P

Dari anakmu yang hina :'(

After all these years, I am still not independent - financially.

I've put my parents through enough burdens already, and I do not wish to do that again. But it saddens me, really, when I still pose as one up till now. Received an SMS from my father this morning, it was so heartrending I almost cried.

"Salam.i've credited rm* for u to take taxi."

Struck and ashamed, little did I know that the innocent phone conversation with my mother, on walking for more than a mile to the lab, will eventually lead to this.

You don't have to, Abah. Really :(

I have my allowance, and more importantly, I have a husband who is more than willing to buy me anything within his means.
Not to say that I don't need you, no, but what I meant is please splurge on your hobbies or holidays, rather than paying my bills. Let your useless up-to-no-good daughter feel the flavors of life called pain and hardships in order to keep her feet on the ground.

How can I ever repay you? Thousands of years, millions of dollars will never suffice. I will forever be indebted. Hanya Allah yang dapat membalas jasamu Mama, Abah.
I hope I can be as selfless as both of you someday. I seldom express this, but please do know that I love you endlessly. And from the bottom of my heart, I wish you both undying happiness, dunia dan akhirat. May Allah bless you. Amin.

With Abah, Mama & lil brother Irfan

the world is not enough

image from scrapetv

lately i've been so rajin to read the online news. but now i think i kinda regret doing that. it's extremely depressing to read about murder, rape, robbery, and what not, on daily basis. what the world is becoming into? im scared for my family and friends, and not to forget all those innocent people out there. what the future holds for us? Nauzubillah. and not to mention about natural catastrophe such as volcanic eruption and earthquakes, i seriously think the end is nigh.



oh tomorrow morning will be my last paper, yay for that! but i think there are much bigger issues than myself to think about..yet i rest my case here.

-smbg stadi before kena marah ngan someone :p-

p/s DO NOT be too complacent with your surroundings. ladies and gentlemen, please take care! i pray for everyone's safety, amin.

hate and love

final exam

this semester ada 3 paper, 2 down 1 more to go yeay!
ada this one paper (advanced artificial intelligence) sgtlaaa susah. no hints and past exam papers are confidential, so who would've thought tetiba ade soalan suh analyze then draw in venn diagram, pastu buat integration and differentiation of some polynomials, arctan and ape mende tah lg.
kat utp dulu pun at least they provided some formulas kan, ni xde langsung!
i was dumbfounded. like seriously?
i am exam oriented so ape2 yg blaja dulu mmg lupa kecuali yg betul2 minat.
and obviously i hate maths kui2 mmg la x igt. lps baca soalan i even wondered adakah aku silap masuk hall, ini maths exam ke ape weh?
luckily semua org ckp sgt susah, so legala sket kan :P

if you think computer science is easy, think again. *sigh*
and if i am to proceed in this field, i really2x need to sharpen my maths skills :/



demise of my favourite blouse

memula kena berak dgn burung (time tgh jln2 tetiba ade benda jatuh kt lengan..pelik gile xtahu ape benda sbb kaler merah (euww) pastu bila dongak ke ats nmpk ada beberapa ekor burung ..dgn pantas aku gi serang mamak kt depan cari sink :P
then basuhla baju tu kan, bila kuar washing machine tgk2 dah koyak sket kt depan, mcm berlubang n xboleh jahit balik, ganas gile washing machine tu :(
yg kelakanya makcik maid siap pujuk rayu aku jgn btau my mom-in-law sbb takut kena marah..kesian dia mcm takut gile kt boss huhu.
haih aku pun x sangka first time basuh without using laundry net terus jd macam ni.. menyesal x suh maid basuh tgn je (slambe aku tumpang bibik org kan :p)

now im on a personal hunt for my new fav, been eyeing that zara blouse tp mahal sgt la bg seorg student mcm aku :(
nk pow hubby x smp ati plak, since aritu dia baru je blanje this one white blouse..i love it but you know, the material's just not the same :'(
x saba tunggu end season sale..arghhh lmbtnyeh T_T



living with my in-laws

hehe can u believe it? well apparently my hubby lives with his parents.
they've just moved (from kuala pilah) to banting last february since his mother had been transferred to the newly opened kolej matrikulasi selangor in banting.
previously, he stayed with his father and brothers in shah alam but now his father travels to and fro banting-shah alam on daily basis. so, he left as well bcos he couldnt stand living in rumah org bujang yg agak..'bujang' (if you get what i mean :p)
for the time being they stay at lecturers' quarters since the new house is still under major renovation and expected to finish in 2-3 months' time.
so everytime blk nk jumpa encik hasben, aku dpt pakej berjumpa keluarga mertua skali huhu..kinda awkward at first, but im adapting :)
seriously i eat a lottt everytime blk banting, like 4 proper meals in a day, kejap2 kena panggil kuar makan haha (yes aku lepak dlm bilik je...kuar2 je makanan dh tersedia huhuhu x senonoh kan?) bad bad menantu!
after this, when we finally live together, i wanna have our own house (well who doesnt?) bukan ape kalau slalu jumpa ni mudah je org nmpk keburukan kita kan (dhla aku ni byk kekurangan huhu)

anyway, im really grateful dpt mertua yg baik. alhamdulillah :)

updates for you dear readers~

oh tajuk x boleh blah haha, tp tu la, ikut statistik mmg ade gak org bace blog lame ni, wpun kalau nk kira lebih kurang 1 visitor per week jek hihi :D

finally i can update this blog dgn hati yg tenang, xyah serabut nk fikir psl research lg for the time being, lega!
to my biggest surprise my supervisor has been very kind to let me rest for two weeks..aww thank u! maybe sbb finally dia puas ati with my work, and come to think of it, i think i owe myself some credits since ive never worked this hard pun before.

teruk btul perangai, tunggu org marah baru nk buat keje btul2? bad bad attitude!

alhamdulillah everything went very smoothly these past few days. and ive learnt few lessons:

• hard work pays (duh, ini sume org pun tau..tp utk org malas mcm aku ini sgt penting hehe)
• jgn amik hati sgt dgn kata2 org lain (ini pun sgt penting. aku ni sgt mudah terasa, and i will dwell on that for few days. these stuffs really are tiring, so better jgn fikir sgt!)
• dont hate hateful people. pity them, for they have some issues with themselves (just dont let their bad vibes affect u, NO, not even the tiniest bit pls)
• be around happy people, you'll be happier.

oh, i LOVE you happy people! :)

me and my 'galoks' adik :D

bestnye~

so my blog just got a face-lift.
nothing much, just a simple css tweak.

but, i'm loving it to bitsssssss. oh~~

*sambil imagine tgh berlari2 atas air kt moraine lake under the clear blue sky~*

narcissism at its best? -_-"



p/s thank you mr. google for the stunning images of my dream vacation spot~ bila tah nk smp sana T_T
dear hubby, pwetty please?? :D

malam yg sunyi

knapekah aku rase (500) days of summer sgt busan n smp tetido-tido nk abeskan last2 tgk sekerat jalan tak sampai separuh pun?

adakah sbb tgk dgn hubby yg b4 tgk lg mmg dh skeptical n cakap cite tu bakal membosankan?

=.=

btw awk jgn delete lg tau cite tu sy nk abeskan n try tgk balik sorang2 kot2 tetibe jd best plak kan :p

aih rindu nk tgk muvi same2 lg, see u in two weeks' time! :*

p/s title xde kaitan, tp mmg sunyi pun duk kt bilik sorg2 rumet blk

Homesick!

Your love is like tears from the stars~
Loving you is like food to my soul..
(Boyz II Men - A Song For Mama)

Miss u much :'(

2010

ok, my resolution for this year, tho a bit late:

1. now that im married, i will try my best to please and obey my hubby :*
2. now that im a student again, with lots of assignments and demanding research tasks need to be done, i must to study/read at least 3 hour a day.
3. now that im jobless, i need to control my spending and not splurging unnecessarily :(

<3

yesterday (7 sept 2009) marked our 4th year 4th month anniversary..
thanks for always being there for me, through thick and thin

endless love,
your syg