the world is not enough

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lately i've been so rajin to read the online news. but now i think i kinda regret doing that. it's extremely depressing to read about murder, rape, robbery, and what not, on daily basis. what the world is becoming into? im scared for my family and friends, and not to forget all those innocent people out there. what the future holds for us? Nauzubillah. and not to mention about natural catastrophe such as volcanic eruption and earthquakes, i seriously think the end is nigh.



oh tomorrow morning will be my last paper, yay for that! but i think there are much bigger issues than myself to think about..yet i rest my case here.

-smbg stadi before kena marah ngan someone :p-

p/s DO NOT be too complacent with your surroundings. ladies and gentlemen, please take care! i pray for everyone's safety, amin.

hate and love

final exam

this semester ada 3 paper, 2 down 1 more to go yeay!
ada this one paper (advanced artificial intelligence) sgtlaaa susah. no hints and past exam papers are confidential, so who would've thought tetiba ade soalan suh analyze then draw in venn diagram, pastu buat integration and differentiation of some polynomials, arctan and ape mende tah lg.
kat utp dulu pun at least they provided some formulas kan, ni xde langsung!
i was dumbfounded. like seriously?
i am exam oriented so ape2 yg blaja dulu mmg lupa kecuali yg betul2 minat.
and obviously i hate maths kui2 mmg la x igt. lps baca soalan i even wondered adakah aku silap masuk hall, ini maths exam ke ape weh?
luckily semua org ckp sgt susah, so legala sket kan :P

if you think computer science is easy, think again. *sigh*
and if i am to proceed in this field, i really2x need to sharpen my maths skills :/



demise of my favourite blouse

memula kena berak dgn burung (time tgh jln2 tetiba ade benda jatuh kt lengan..pelik gile xtahu ape benda sbb kaler merah (euww) pastu bila dongak ke ats nmpk ada beberapa ekor burung ..dgn pantas aku gi serang mamak kt depan cari sink :P
then basuhla baju tu kan, bila kuar washing machine tgk2 dah koyak sket kt depan, mcm berlubang n xboleh jahit balik, ganas gile washing machine tu :(
yg kelakanya makcik maid siap pujuk rayu aku jgn btau my mom-in-law sbb takut kena marah..kesian dia mcm takut gile kt boss huhu.
haih aku pun x sangka first time basuh without using laundry net terus jd macam ni.. menyesal x suh maid basuh tgn je (slambe aku tumpang bibik org kan :p)

now im on a personal hunt for my new fav, been eyeing that zara blouse tp mahal sgt la bg seorg student mcm aku :(
nk pow hubby x smp ati plak, since aritu dia baru je blanje this one white blouse..i love it but you know, the material's just not the same :'(
x saba tunggu end season sale..arghhh lmbtnyeh T_T



living with my in-laws

hehe can u believe it? well apparently my hubby lives with his parents.
they've just moved (from kuala pilah) to banting last february since his mother had been transferred to the newly opened kolej matrikulasi selangor in banting.
previously, he stayed with his father and brothers in shah alam but now his father travels to and fro banting-shah alam on daily basis. so, he left as well bcos he couldnt stand living in rumah org bujang yg agak..'bujang' (if you get what i mean :p)
for the time being they stay at lecturers' quarters since the new house is still under major renovation and expected to finish in 2-3 months' time.
so everytime blk nk jumpa encik hasben, aku dpt pakej berjumpa keluarga mertua skali huhu..kinda awkward at first, but im adapting :)
seriously i eat a lottt everytime blk banting, like 4 proper meals in a day, kejap2 kena panggil kuar makan haha (yes aku lepak dlm bilik je...kuar2 je makanan dh tersedia huhuhu x senonoh kan?) bad bad menantu!
after this, when we finally live together, i wanna have our own house (well who doesnt?) bukan ape kalau slalu jumpa ni mudah je org nmpk keburukan kita kan (dhla aku ni byk kekurangan huhu)

anyway, im really grateful dpt mertua yg baik. alhamdulillah :)

sick

in about two hours from now, ill be presenting my research progress to two dreaded professors, yet i still have time to blog!

i think my ADD (or ADHD) is getting worse :(

dulu siap igt kena buatan orang lagi, pastu ajak mak jumpa ustaz, sbb mcm sgt heran kenapalaaa aku ni sangat3 hyper malas??
but then she casually disregarded my intention as "mengarut" lol i was dead serious about it though! kelaka gile bila igt balik haha!

yes, i've been having this syndrome back in high school. it got worse when i entered college, where i could never focus on my studies. but in doing things that i enjoy (such as gaming), i had no such problem :|
so it's true what they claim, that having ADD can be fruitful, especially in doing something you truly deeply passionate about.

so, here i am, trying hard to love what i do..

fun fact: justin timberlake, albert einstein and thomas edison are among famous people with ADHD

okay, i think i really need to stop now, slide x buat lagi!!! mampos

what's your flavor?

w00t i have been tagged by my cheeky-but-gediks sister haha! :p
ok, this is my first time, so forgive me if i seem unorthodox

the instruction:

YOU HAVE TO PRINT SCREEN WALLPAPER THAT YOU ARE USING NOW,
TELL US WHY YOU LIKE THE WALLPAPER

mine

ok, for starter, i dont really like my wallpaper. but let's just say i kinda have to use this one due to recent overloads of journal papers in my desktop. since i've saved them direct from the web without rename-ing (lazy-ass), tracking and sorting those files gave me headache. so, i have to resort to this minimalist wallpaper *sigh*

being a hoarder, my desktop seldom has this clean and sleek look (prasan). i've always loved to use a serene, refreshing wallpaper, especially nice lake/beach/sky/mountain scenery with a lil bit of greenery but my current so-called busy life would not let me (bajet bz kan -_-"). it's just dizzying when combined with those unsorted files and icons :(

ok, that's all!

ok, skarang nk tag sape ek? since i dont have that many readers, i only have one in mind - kak intan the siriyes-bride-to-be maybe? :D

p/s ya, i loveee your wallpaper!

Of borrowed life and its volatility

Recent death of a cherished celebrity, my uncle had a stroke, and a friend uploaded her post-accident picture showing face covered with wounds and cuts; truly reminded me how fragile our life is.

And how shallow + ignorant am I, only to be reminded by close events I can relate with.

Whatever we have been blessed with, might lose in a blink of an eye. We're living high and mighty today, only due to the mercy of Allah.


To arwah, may you find solace in the afterlife.

To Ayah Zam and family, hope you guys are doing well over there, take care. Our prayers are all with you. Pls come back here soon, we're all getting worried :(

Although we're not really good friends and we only spoke once or twice, my heart goes out to u, Lia. Get well soon, hope you have a quick recovery :'(

May Allah forgive us all, Amin.

I deserve nothing more than I get,
cause nothing I have is truly mine.

- Dido, Life for rent

P/S To all my loved ones, please, be safe on the road. Jgn lupa baca doa naik kenderaan, for kita ikhtiar, Allah yg tentukan.

updates for you dear readers~

oh tajuk x boleh blah haha, tp tu la, ikut statistik mmg ade gak org bace blog lame ni, wpun kalau nk kira lebih kurang 1 visitor per week jek hihi :D

finally i can update this blog dgn hati yg tenang, xyah serabut nk fikir psl research lg for the time being, lega!
to my biggest surprise my supervisor has been very kind to let me rest for two weeks..aww thank u! maybe sbb finally dia puas ati with my work, and come to think of it, i think i owe myself some credits since ive never worked this hard pun before.

teruk btul perangai, tunggu org marah baru nk buat keje btul2? bad bad attitude!

alhamdulillah everything went very smoothly these past few days. and ive learnt few lessons:

• hard work pays (duh, ini sume org pun tau..tp utk org malas mcm aku ini sgt penting hehe)
• jgn amik hati sgt dgn kata2 org lain (ini pun sgt penting. aku ni sgt mudah terasa, and i will dwell on that for few days. these stuffs really are tiring, so better jgn fikir sgt!)
• dont hate hateful people. pity them, for they have some issues with themselves (just dont let their bad vibes affect u, NO, not even the tiniest bit pls)
• be around happy people, you'll be happier.

oh, i LOVE you happy people! :)

me and my 'galoks' adik :D

Urm, reality bites?

I secretly wish I can be one of these:

• Fashion designer (koya mung)
• Artist (fine art, bukan artis kt tibi tu. to dear sis ya, you're pursuing my dream job. /me jeles~)
• Interior designer (padahal bilik sendiri bersepah mcm tongkang pecah)
• Fiction writer (of sorcery and wizardry, elves and dwarfs, dungeons and dragons, or even dune-ish science fiction?)
• Makeup artist (tp pakai eyeliner pun fail. camne?)
• Wedding planner (sukeeee~ so in luv with white lacy garden wedding. but the clients have to suit my style lah. boleh? haha bajettt :p)
  

I am left-handed so I guess it's typical to have these kind of interests, bajet artistic kann..

Tp ape yg aku wat skang berkait rapat dgn gambar kt bwh tu.. tetiba rasa mcm xsesuai dgn jiwa & otak kanan ku huhu, terpaksa la struggle lebih T_T

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