Diary

Yes, a diary. This is what a blog supposed to be right? I think I'm gonna stick with this mode for umm, now.

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Started my morning with a bit of enthusiasm after a good 9-hour sleep. But damn that technical glitch in Sijangkang, I needed to walk for more than a mile with a 4kg backpack. Reached CICT then headed straight to cafe to wolf down a full-plate of nasi goreng.

So when I finally got the chance to check my result at the postgrad office, I was literally giddy. Senarai tampal had been up since last week, not official yet though. And I was kinda surprised how things eventually turned up - couldn't help but to feel both pleasantly surprised, and disappointed. Somehow I think I can do better, but what the heck, I've been saying this line every single time after getting my results!
Anyway anyhow, Alhamdulillah..

And while scanning for my IC No on the list, suddenly my favourite lecturer Professor Naomie, passed by and tegur "Haa macam mana result? Bagus?" And me being awkward, replied "Err..taktau, lupa course code". Hahahaha..
Seriously I don't know how some of you can get along very well with your lecturers/supervisors - I for one, felt seriously intimidated by their mere presence. Kenapa ha? Benciiiiiiiii gileeee why am I such a socially awkward freak! :/

After that embarrassing moment I headed back to the lab while repeating the mantra "I need to improve my people skills..I need to improve my communication skills.." LOL.
The pills I took earlier in the morning had finally taken their toll on me. Felt dizzy but I toughen it up, while fumbling for some clues online on how to use SVM multiclass, and how to share folders between host and guest virtual machine. I deeply regret giving up learning Linux while having the chance and some gurus few years ago. Now eat that!

1.30pm. Time for lunch, then balik bilik tido. So that's how I spent my day. Or half day. Either way, it was bland :o

the one thing to rule all

thought this is worth sharing - taken from an old pamphlet stuck on the softboard - left by the previous occupant.

tanda hati rosak:

-hati menderita dengan dunia seperti:

• bersedih kerana miskin
  
• susah hati orang kaya
  
• menderita lihat orang senang

well, the first point tu i honestly think any normal people akan terasa at least a bit sedih kot? though money is not everything, *almost* everything revolves around money nowadays, whether we like it or not :(

ape2 pun, rezeki semua di tangan Allah, sedihla byk mana pun, mmg dh tertulis rezeki kita byk tu..so, redha is the best way (tp kalau duk tido sambil tunggu duit jatuh dari langit tu bodo namanya haha)

yes well said. message me for my account number :P

tapi, 2 point terakhir tu mcm sgt keji kan? busuk hati gile. nauzubillah

cliche much?

in blogosphere, i think everyone has at least gone through this once - writer's block, that is.

i seriously dont know what to write in here. and if some of you might notice, several posts had been removed - simply because they're rubbish, or so i thought.

or either i think i disclosed too much info they might annoy someone. or whatever.

(forgive my indecisiveness heh :p)

apart from that, i think my writing skill is degrading. reason being, i havent read any substantial books for ages!

oh how i wish i can enjoy reading, playing games, watching animes, and even sleeping (!!) as much as before. well, those days are past.

sheesh...i fret too much these days. blame it on the road less traveled?

peluh =_="

aku terpanggil utk post psl kes excessive sweating or hyperhidrosis lepas tgk status ym adikku - "mengapa tanganku berpeluh? :s" kes3

ok, actually it runs in our family. daripada abg sulungku sampaila adik bongsuku, sume menghidapi penyakit yg pretty annoying ni which in our case, sweaty palms :|
yg peliknya, both our parents (and even grandparents) xde pun problem ni. so, it has to come from the fusion of our parents' genes :p

just like a conclusion made by my sister kaktik on 'gigi berlapis' - "gigi abah besar, gusi mama kecik. kita dpt gigi abah n gusi mama, so terjadila kes gigi berlapis" haha kiut jek kesimpulan dia buat :D

ok back to hyperhidrosis. seriously memang tak best.
antara sebab2nya:

• rasa tak konfiden bila nak salam dgn orang lain (malu pun ada)
• time exam lg teruk, terpaksa berhenti menulis sbb kena berenti lap tangan
• terpaksa pegang tisu all the time. stok tissue mesti kena salu ada.
• kalau naik lrt/bas and tak dpt seat, terpaksa pegang palang besi. kalau tgn berpeluh boleh terpusing 360 degree (kisah benar tp bukan berlaku kat aku of kos :p)

image taken from sd-neurosurgeon

that's why, some people went to great lengths just to curb this super-annoying problem.
for people like us, surgery is very common nowadays. tp rm8k just for this, ko ade? and mind you, ini rate 2-3 taun lps :|
as for me, well apart from takde duit, i think i still can live with this. tp for some people yg keje asyik jumpa client, which obviously need to shake hands, surgery is inevitable.

and takut jugak ada side effects lain, such as tetiba berpeluh kt tempat lain such as underarms, lagi naya kan? tangan berpeluh is wayyy better than ketiak berpeluh, no?
besides, i think this is a way of maintaining my figure despite my glutton-ish appetite. alhamdulillah :D

so i guess it's not that bad after all, well at least for now hehe. who knows i might consider botox in the near future, kan? huhu not THAT kind of facial botox la of coz ;p

the world is not enough

image from scrapetv

lately i've been so rajin to read the online news. but now i think i kinda regret doing that. it's extremely depressing to read about murder, rape, robbery, and what not, on daily basis. what the world is becoming into? im scared for my family and friends, and not to forget all those innocent people out there. what the future holds for us? Nauzubillah. and not to mention about natural catastrophe such as volcanic eruption and earthquakes, i seriously think the end is nigh.



oh tomorrow morning will be my last paper, yay for that! but i think there are much bigger issues than myself to think about..yet i rest my case here.

-smbg stadi before kena marah ngan someone :p-

p/s DO NOT be too complacent with your surroundings. ladies and gentlemen, please take care! i pray for everyone's safety, amin.

hate and love

final exam

this semester ada 3 paper, 2 down 1 more to go yeay!
ada this one paper (advanced artificial intelligence) sgtlaaa susah. no hints and past exam papers are confidential, so who would've thought tetiba ade soalan suh analyze then draw in venn diagram, pastu buat integration and differentiation of some polynomials, arctan and ape mende tah lg.
kat utp dulu pun at least they provided some formulas kan, ni xde langsung!
i was dumbfounded. like seriously?
i am exam oriented so ape2 yg blaja dulu mmg lupa kecuali yg betul2 minat.
and obviously i hate maths kui2 mmg la x igt. lps baca soalan i even wondered adakah aku silap masuk hall, ini maths exam ke ape weh?
luckily semua org ckp sgt susah, so legala sket kan :P

if you think computer science is easy, think again. *sigh*
and if i am to proceed in this field, i really2x need to sharpen my maths skills :/



demise of my favourite blouse

memula kena berak dgn burung (time tgh jln2 tetiba ade benda jatuh kt lengan..pelik gile xtahu ape benda sbb kaler merah (euww) pastu bila dongak ke ats nmpk ada beberapa ekor burung ..dgn pantas aku gi serang mamak kt depan cari sink :P
then basuhla baju tu kan, bila kuar washing machine tgk2 dah koyak sket kt depan, mcm berlubang n xboleh jahit balik, ganas gile washing machine tu :(
yg kelakanya makcik maid siap pujuk rayu aku jgn btau my mom-in-law sbb takut kena marah..kesian dia mcm takut gile kt boss huhu.
haih aku pun x sangka first time basuh without using laundry net terus jd macam ni.. menyesal x suh maid basuh tgn je (slambe aku tumpang bibik org kan :p)

now im on a personal hunt for my new fav, been eyeing that zara blouse tp mahal sgt la bg seorg student mcm aku :(
nk pow hubby x smp ati plak, since aritu dia baru je blanje this one white blouse..i love it but you know, the material's just not the same :'(
x saba tunggu end season sale..arghhh lmbtnyeh T_T



living with my in-laws

hehe can u believe it? well apparently my hubby lives with his parents.
they've just moved (from kuala pilah) to banting last february since his mother had been transferred to the newly opened kolej matrikulasi selangor in banting.
previously, he stayed with his father and brothers in shah alam but now his father travels to and fro banting-shah alam on daily basis. so, he left as well bcos he couldnt stand living in rumah org bujang yg agak..'bujang' (if you get what i mean :p)
for the time being they stay at lecturers' quarters since the new house is still under major renovation and expected to finish in 2-3 months' time.
so everytime blk nk jumpa encik hasben, aku dpt pakej berjumpa keluarga mertua skali huhu..kinda awkward at first, but im adapting :)
seriously i eat a lottt everytime blk banting, like 4 proper meals in a day, kejap2 kena panggil kuar makan haha (yes aku lepak dlm bilik je...kuar2 je makanan dh tersedia huhuhu x senonoh kan?) bad bad menantu!
after this, when we finally live together, i wanna have our own house (well who doesnt?) bukan ape kalau slalu jumpa ni mudah je org nmpk keburukan kita kan (dhla aku ni byk kekurangan huhu)

anyway, im really grateful dpt mertua yg baik. alhamdulillah :)

sick

in about two hours from now, ill be presenting my research progress to two dreaded professors, yet i still have time to blog!

i think my ADD (or ADHD) is getting worse :(

dulu siap igt kena buatan orang lagi, pastu ajak mak jumpa ustaz, sbb mcm sgt heran kenapalaaa aku ni sangat3 hyper malas??
but then she casually disregarded my intention as "mengarut" lol i was dead serious about it though! kelaka gile bila igt balik haha!

yes, i've been having this syndrome back in high school. it got worse when i entered college, where i could never focus on my studies. but in doing things that i enjoy (such as gaming), i had no such problem :|
so it's true what they claim, that having ADD can be fruitful, especially in doing something you truly deeply passionate about.

so, here i am, trying hard to love what i do..

fun fact: justin timberlake, albert einstein and thomas edison are among famous people with ADHD

okay, i think i really need to stop now, slide x buat lagi!!! mampos