bestnye~

so my blog just got a face-lift.
nothing much, just a simple css tweak.

but, i'm loving it to bitsssssss. oh~~

*sambil imagine tgh berlari2 atas air kt moraine lake under the clear blue sky~*

narcissism at its best? -_-"



p/s thank you mr. google for the stunning images of my dream vacation spot~ bila tah nk smp sana T_T
dear hubby, pwetty please?? :D

malam yg sunyi

knapekah aku rase (500) days of summer sgt busan n smp tetido-tido nk abeskan last2 tgk sekerat jalan tak sampai separuh pun?

adakah sbb tgk dgn hubby yg b4 tgk lg mmg dh skeptical n cakap cite tu bakal membosankan?

=.=

btw awk jgn delete lg tau cite tu sy nk abeskan n try tgk balik sorang2 kot2 tetibe jd best plak kan :p

aih rindu nk tgk muvi same2 lg, see u in two weeks' time! :*

p/s title xde kaitan, tp mmg sunyi pun duk kt bilik sorg2 rumet blk

the fear

a friend of mine just got pregnant, i am really happy for her... from her fb status and all, i know she's been wanting a baby like forever~ congrats puan nadiah, so happy for you :)

anyway, in her blog post she did mention about feeling 'seriau', knowing what to expect next - bulging tummy, the dreaded delivery..and having added responsibility... a kid!

omg, that's soo scary :s

as for me, i think pregnancy is too "surreal" for me to handle (yet)...and i am positively NOT ready for that yet.. :s

oh marriage is big, but having kids is much MUCH bigger!
and plus i am a baby myself! (kak intan pinjam quote ek hehe)

and a friend of mine once said - "biasa orang yg tak nak baby awal2 la yg senang dpt..sbb Allah nak uji"

those words of hers managed to send a cold shock all over my body..huuuu~

soalan! kalau takut sgt nk ade baby kenapa kawin awal?
- my answer: ko kawin sbb nk dpt baby AWAL je ke? oh dont be so shallow :p

reality check:
you will never know what Allah has in store for you.
either way, kita merancang Allah yg menentukan... so just be prepared T_T

/me still shivering thinking about the notion of getting pregnant :s

Slacker

"Don't ever stop halfway when you're doing something, or else it'll be very hard to gain momentum once again."

Can you relate to this?

.................I sure can T_T

But for what it's worth, finish what you've started.

Just remember these words of wisdom - "Bukan senang nak senang"

Kucing ni bes jek.. bleh tido n main sepanjang hari, x perlu nk fikir psl future whatsoever :|

p/s To whom it may concern, me still sedey x dpt tgk tulips :(

Homesick!

Your love is like tears from the stars~
Loving you is like food to my soul..
(Boyz II Men - A Song For Mama)

Miss u much :'(

ppl are just..PEOPLE!

kinda hate to restrict what i HAVE to write in here..
this is my space, i can write whatever i want..

which is why i dont want to 'publicize' this blog..because i know, when some strangers or even friends read this, they will be judgmental or worse, annoyed!


which brings me to......why do i always have a bad perspective on the world and its content?

well, proves my point here - people are just people :)

ambitious to a fault

yes, you may aim for the moon, but PLEASE keep your feet on the ground.

duk sibuk berangan smp ape keje pun x jd. haha!

ayoyo~~!!!!