updates for you dear readers~

oh tajuk x boleh blah haha, tp tu la, ikut statistik mmg ade gak org bace blog lame ni, wpun kalau nk kira lebih kurang 1 visitor per week jek hihi :D

finally i can update this blog dgn hati yg tenang, xyah serabut nk fikir psl research lg for the time being, lega!
to my biggest surprise my supervisor has been very kind to let me rest for two weeks..aww thank u! maybe sbb finally dia puas ati with my work, and come to think of it, i think i owe myself some credits since ive never worked this hard pun before.

teruk btul perangai, tunggu org marah baru nk buat keje btul2? bad bad attitude!

alhamdulillah everything went very smoothly these past few days. and ive learnt few lessons:

• hard work pays (duh, ini sume org pun tau..tp utk org malas mcm aku ini sgt penting hehe)
• jgn amik hati sgt dgn kata2 org lain (ini pun sgt penting. aku ni sgt mudah terasa, and i will dwell on that for few days. these stuffs really are tiring, so better jgn fikir sgt!)
• dont hate hateful people. pity them, for they have some issues with themselves (just dont let their bad vibes affect u, NO, not even the tiniest bit pls)
• be around happy people, you'll be happier.

oh, i LOVE you happy people! :)

me and my 'galoks' adik :D

Urm, reality bites?

I secretly wish I can be one of these:

• Fashion designer (koya mung)
• Artist (fine art, bukan artis kt tibi tu. to dear sis ya, you're pursuing my dream job. /me jeles~)
• Interior designer (padahal bilik sendiri bersepah mcm tongkang pecah)
• Fiction writer (of sorcery and wizardry, elves and dwarfs, dungeons and dragons, or even dune-ish science fiction?)
• Makeup artist (tp pakai eyeliner pun fail. camne?)
• Wedding planner (sukeeee~ so in luv with white lacy garden wedding. but the clients have to suit my style lah. boleh? haha bajettt :p)
  

I am left-handed so I guess it's typical to have these kind of interests, bajet artistic kann..

Tp ape yg aku wat skang berkait rapat dgn gambar kt bwh tu.. tetiba rasa mcm xsesuai dgn jiwa & otak kanan ku huhu, terpaksa la struggle lebih T_T

(Image courtesy of Google)

sentap~

"your work is rubbish. kalau saya rate awk dari 0-100, awk layak dpt negative jek."

huhu teruk aku kena dgn supervisor T_T

sesungguhnya aku berazam xmo wat keje ala kadar dah :'(

ya Allah kuatkanlah semangat ku. aminn~

bestnye~

so my blog just got a face-lift.
nothing much, just a simple css tweak.

but, i'm loving it to bitsssssss. oh~~

*sambil imagine tgh berlari2 atas air kt moraine lake under the clear blue sky~*

narcissism at its best? -_-"



p/s thank you mr. google for the stunning images of my dream vacation spot~ bila tah nk smp sana T_T
dear hubby, pwetty please?? :D

malam yg sunyi

knapekah aku rase (500) days of summer sgt busan n smp tetido-tido nk abeskan last2 tgk sekerat jalan tak sampai separuh pun?

adakah sbb tgk dgn hubby yg b4 tgk lg mmg dh skeptical n cakap cite tu bakal membosankan?

=.=

btw awk jgn delete lg tau cite tu sy nk abeskan n try tgk balik sorang2 kot2 tetibe jd best plak kan :p

aih rindu nk tgk muvi same2 lg, see u in two weeks' time! :*

p/s title xde kaitan, tp mmg sunyi pun duk kt bilik sorg2 rumet blk

the fear

a friend of mine just got pregnant, i am really happy for her... from her fb status and all, i know she's been wanting a baby like forever~ congrats puan nadiah, so happy for you :)

anyway, in her blog post she did mention about feeling 'seriau', knowing what to expect next - bulging tummy, the dreaded delivery..and having added responsibility... a kid!

omg, that's soo scary :s

as for me, i think pregnancy is too "surreal" for me to handle (yet)...and i am positively NOT ready for that yet.. :s

oh marriage is big, but having kids is much MUCH bigger!
and plus i am a baby myself! (kak intan pinjam quote ek hehe)

and a friend of mine once said - "biasa orang yg tak nak baby awal2 la yg senang dpt..sbb Allah nak uji"

those words of hers managed to send a cold shock all over my body..huuuu~

soalan! kalau takut sgt nk ade baby kenapa kawin awal?
- my answer: ko kawin sbb nk dpt baby AWAL je ke? oh dont be so shallow :p

reality check:
you will never know what Allah has in store for you.
either way, kita merancang Allah yg menentukan... so just be prepared T_T

/me still shivering thinking about the notion of getting pregnant :s

Slacker

"Don't ever stop halfway when you're doing something, or else it'll be very hard to gain momentum once again."

Can you relate to this?

.................I sure can T_T

But for what it's worth, finish what you've started.

Just remember these words of wisdom - "Bukan senang nak senang"

Kucing ni bes jek.. bleh tido n main sepanjang hari, x perlu nk fikir psl future whatsoever :|

p/s To whom it may concern, me still sedey x dpt tgk tulips :(